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Tiny, wry & quick-witted, musically-inclined, artsy, shoe-hungry, born-again omnivore, borderline, polytheist, gemini, almost-24-yrs-old, clamped, pierced, stretched, ink-injected, newly-improved, bi-and -a-half-lingual, filipino girl with a penchant for pretty versailles-esque things, anything purple, bunnies, cherries, baby animals, alliteration and cooking breakfast with her greekstatue-like boyfriend. I detest being shat on, lied to, getting my nose licked and wearing wet clothing.

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Posted on April 28, 2008 @ 11:55 pm
[ mood | better ]

I'm getting ready to pack up and leave this place, my lovelies. I will be starting two other journals. Will notify you guys when I transfer.

I'm actually doing quite well, thanks for asking. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy looks good on me, but when I'm happy I tend to eat more. I've been jogging everyday and now my thighs are hugely muscular. Great. I gained 15 pounds. I'm seeing a nutritionist tomorrow to see what I can change.

Anyway, I'm at the Dennys in Pacific Beach, San Diego eating celery and eggs. I will update more later. I missed you, LJ Land.

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oh life. its bigger. [
Posted on April 03, 2008 @ 11:06 pm
[ mood | numb ]

I took twenty 100mg Seroquel on sunday night. New boyfriend broke up with me out of nowhere: the straw that broke the camels back. Brad found me in front of the cemetery where my grandparents are buried.

Once I was in the ER, I was slipping in and out of consciousness until I, alledgedly, stopped breathing. My blood pressure remained high for a while. I came to coughing up blood and plagued with pneumonia. I had several drips running through me and a catheter.. Ick.

I was placed under a 51-50, strapped to a gurney and rode an ambulance to be involuntarily institutionalized. I just got released today. I have decided that I'm going to stay single for a while, for a long time. Say hello to my new icy heart. No one deserves my affection and trust unless they're family or an animal.

I don't want to feel anything anymore. I'm so disappointed in the world, or at least, the world I've been living in. I will get better on my own.

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2008 [
Posted on January 01, 2008 @ 8:47 am
[ mood | buzzed ]

New Year, new boyfriend, new house, new tattoo, new hairdo. Lots to tell but no internet access. Hope everyone had a good new years eve. Here's to a better year *raises paper cup*

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Posted on April 28, 2007 @ 5:11 am
[ mood | chipper ]

Im at coachella! Someone just blew pot in my face... silly pictures will follow. *BREATHES DEEPLY*

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It's a party you're not invited to. [
Posted on March 20, 2007 @ 4:30 am
[ mood | snarky ]

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Friends Only.

If you think it's a mistake that you're excluded from my friends list, by all means leave a comment and we'll talk about it.
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xmas presents. [
Posted on December 25, 2006 @ 11:54 am
[ mood | amused ]

When I got back from Brad's parents' house I had one HUGE garbage bag full of gifts. It was ridiculous. Brad's dad bought me a Burberry watch and a Harajuku Lovers purse. I'm so glad he didn't buy me another bible or a former-drug-addict-turned-evangelist memoir. However, no shoes were given to me this year. Tsk.

Comment with the top three best presents you received this holiday!

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Posted on December 25, 2006 @ 11:27 am
[ mood | rushed ]

shit. i need to pack.

fucked up [
Posted on December 17, 2006 @ 2:39 am
Brad and I went to his friend David's 25th Birthday party tonight. We went to an Irish pub and to a Karaoke bar (we sang "Baby Got Back" and "Baby One More Time") and I got so plastered after 5 shots and three margaritas. What fthe fuck I don't even know how I drove 30 miles home in the rain and how i'm even typing this right now. i'm so drunk. And I havr work in 6 hours.

Okay the room is spinning and I have to feed my dog. Bye
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what in the fresh hell... [
Posted on October 17, 2006 @ 4:25 pm
[ mood | fat ]

I just realized.

I got up to get a midnight snack last night and I'm now remembering the contents of my chosen bowl of food: macaroni and cheese, hot&spicy sardines and focaccia bread.

I'm so gross.

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