Once I was in the ER, I was slipping in and out of consciousness until I, alledgedly, stopped breathing. My blood pressure remained high for a while. I came to coughing up blood and plagued with pneumonia. I had several drips running through me and a catheter.. Ick.
I was placed under a 51-50, strapped to a gurney and rode an ambulance to be involuntarily institutionalized. I just got released today. I have decided that I'm going to stay single for a while, for a long time. Say hello to my new icy heart. No one deserves my affection and trust unless they're family or an animal.
I don't want to feel anything anymore. I'm so disappointed in the world, or at least, the world I've been living in. I will get better on my own.